Sorry I've Been Missing!

I wanted to do a whole new post on the issues I've been having and why I've been missing.

First of all, I've been having some self esteem issues. I've gained quite a bit of weight over the last few years and I'm just not feeling very sexual or proud of myself. I think I've found a solution though to fix the physical issues I'm having.

Since I'm struggling with that, I have absolutely NO sex drive. I don't want sex ever, alone or with my husband. It's been really hard on both of us. I'm hoping when I lose weight and fix the self esteem issues, that the sex drive will get back to normal.

Also, I've been having lots of personal issues. Things have been busy in my life. Keeping up on our new house which is three times the size of our old house is difficult, plus I started babysitting not too long ago, also my husband and I have been discussing the options of when to have a child, which will hopefully be soon.

I have reviews I owe pipedream, which I feel terrible about, because they are being so generous as to let me hold these contests, however my contact with pipedream, is being very understandable and awesome throughout this whole thing. I also owe Eden a couple reviews. I want so badly to get back into reviewing and the sex world. I'm sure my husband does also!

I would like to apologize to all of you for missing for so long and I wanted to let you all know my situation and hope you all are just as understanding as pipedream. I'm working my hardest on my issues so I can go back to living a more normal life which includes sex with my husband. Haha.

Please enter my new contest and hopefully the fact that I have to come back and check on the entries every day or every couple days, will get me back into the sex world and give me time to do some reviews!

Body Image - My First Eden Cafe Post!

This week on Eden Cafe, is body image week. A while back I wrote an article and submitted it to Eden Cafe for their blog to add as part of body image week. Body image is something I've always struggled with, so it was a great topic to write a post on. It's my first Eden Cafe post, but hopefully not my last. I'm not good at just writing something when there is no topic discussed, but maybe someday I can write another for them! I think it turned out pretty well! So please read my first Eden Cafe post!

He Loves My Body, Shouldn't I?